Heavy on my mind are a few things. Things which I wish I had more control over, but for reasons due to wrong chocies, I must learn to push aside fleshly wants and desires to be able to have a proper perspective. It is hard, almost impossible to know what to do. My mind thinks of too many things at times, which confuses the situations even more. Laying it all before the Lord is a step in the right direction. I must fully release though. If I hold on even a little, I haven't really let go. Oh the tangled web we weave with our foolish choices. Things from long ago come back to haunt us over and over. Lord give me strength to change my focus and allow You to strenghten me in the areas that I see no clear answer.